Whatnot

Still floating here in Maryland. Man...my last post was so depressing. That's basically been my mood lately, but it's all nonsense because I know that God is totally ready for this whole thing. Honestly it's taken me some time to deal with pride issues to say...yeah, I have a degree in ministry and now I'm going to go sell espresso. I'm past that now, it's just figuring out how to make ends meet...and where to make them meet. We still have this "holy nagging" to the northeast. But HOW? maybe you could ask God about that the next time you're talking to him. I'm pretty sure he's trying to tell me, but I've been pretty busy looking for jobs and I might have missed it. ha! I'm a little "off" today...I tasted about 8 different kinds of coffee at work (Starbucks) today...filling out a little book and listing all these hokey details about them all. It's in the hopes that I could at least get a little promotion within that company and make a little more $$ and be closer to figuring out how this all can work. I've been sending out some e-mails to fellow bloggers and those on this journey labeled the "emerging church." Just my effort to connect -- it's lonely sometimes, especially when you are lacking specific direction. By the way, if this is your first time here, welcome to the inside of my head...take your shoes off and roll around a while. There's plenty of room.

I may be a bit "trippy" but at least I'm not depressed.